The year is about to end, i did graduate from Uni this year. Results aren’t out yet but i am low key scared of what might be, plus i think i am the least of my homeboys. Its all love when we’re together, no one troubles about the paying if its spending. Sometimes we all contribute to pay for spending but i can’t even visit them anymore, I’ve been broke for a long time and i see them shining, i know i try to work hard too but i am not getting better. Its shows i am the least, only that i graduated but they’re almost done with school too, i don’t hate or envy any of them because growing up was tough. I just want to pick up and be OK, not just because of them but because my kid sister just gained admission and January schools will resume. I don’t want it to be hard for her financially like it was for me, it’s worse for a girl in university. First son responsibilities and all that, i don’t even talk to anyone again.I am depressed but i need something to pull me out of this dump. God please forgive my sins and make 2024 blissful and wonderful for me and everyone 🙏😔