I’m so sad. So fucking sad. I’ve cried my eyes out so much I can’t even cry again cause they are aching me badly. I don’t know what happened but he just stopped talking to me and I’m too ashamed to ask why. Maybe I do know. I hate that I miss him so much. I just realized I’m still in love with him but he’s abandoned me now. There’s no going back. I hate myself so much. I pray something kills me because I’m too weak for this kind of pain. I don’t deserve this.