Met this guy, tall, dark cute at my mom’s shop in Lagos Island and we exchanged numbers. Been chatting for over a month, all flirty and things and damn I really like him. For context I’m 22, a virgin never had a boyfriend or had my first kiss or did anything with anyone because I’m so picky with guys and it doesn’t take much for me to get turned off a guy. I liked this guy and we decided to meet up on boxing Day at a mall. Walked around a bit, talked and shit and he suggested going to a lodge and told me nothing I didn’t want to happen would happen. I don’t know why I said yes but I was high on euphoria and we went to this bar/lodge thing, I felt so freaking self-conscious the whole time thinking everyone there must think I was a #2k prostitute or something. We got in the room and while we didn’t have sex I ended up grinding on him and blowing him. I’ve felt so cheap ever since even though he assured me today that he didn’t think I was easy or we went too fast.