For someone who borrows money to lodge and sleep with girls, live full of debt, no achievement in life, no growth, no sense of thought to think about what is wrong. God how did I end up with such a person as a partner and as a life time punishment. What sin did I commit to deserve this? Forgive me Lord I plead. My children deserve way better. My lineage deserves way better Lord. Please forgive my unknown sin 😭😭🙏