He moved from being the sweet man that would do anything to make me happy to this nonchalant person he is right now, we used to spend days together alone, we were each other’s best friend but now he’d choose spending time with his male friends or any other person over spending time with me. I literally beg for his attention and love now and it’s so hard to adapt to this new treatment. I just know it’s not gonna be any better once I go for service and we are miles apart. He says otherwise but I just feel he’s out of love for me and still wants to have me around, more like he wants to eat his cake and have it. I’m really close to done. I wanna feel loved and pampered again like it was in the beginning even if it’s not with him, I want to be chased again. I’m hurt cause I had so much hopes that our 5years relationship was gonna lead to marriage but now I have to start trying to get to know someone new, I didn’t signup for this 🤦‍♀️.