I really don’t want to do this but I guess life left me with no other options. I’m a single mom and my girl is a special baby. She is 4+ and can’t walk, stand nor talk. I have spent all my life savings and still doing. I’m not begging for money, I can still care for her the way I can. As I type this I’m calling her and my tears are rolling down her head. I want her to see just this Christmas then poison her cause I’m tired. What pains me the most is a relative just insulted me that I gave birth to an imbecile that I should be ashamed of myself. I love my daughter, she is beautiful, when I back her you won’t know she is ill but this one got to me 😢. I’m really hurting I swear I just want her to enjoy this Christmas cause I already bought her beautiful dresses. I want her dead before new year.