This guy and I spoke everyday for months. I always felt he was in a relationship but he would claim he had never been in a relationship. He would show signs of liking me especially through the kind of reels he shared on Instagram. I fell in love and maybe I was stupid to have opened up about my feelings. He would give excuses but I was already too in love. I was okay with us being friends and he was the one who showed he really wanted us talking. We both got used to it and we’d talk. Meanwhile nothing like him saying he liked me. Just too obvious hints. Later on, he even asked me out through a reel. Make it make sense. He would send more romantic reels after that happened. It was just too clear but I was a bit confused because he never said it with words. He would also show signs if jealousy. Well I had fallen too deeply and he got into my head. Somehow I was seeing someone then and I had wanted to leave the guy, not because of this former guy though. So somehow, I told him one day that I was going to get married soon. I was acting really weird that period because I had called him over and over at some point. He blocked and unblocked me then 😭. Sha he stopped talking to me after I told him I was going to get married soon. He stopped replying my reels. I had felt I was delusional about the relationship sef. I stepped back and accepted my fate. At this period sef, I had realized he had a girlfriend all along. I had later seen a tweet about guys doing that intentionally so they’ll later ask you that did they asked you out. So I wanted to step back too though. I actually still liked him as a friend. Well, this man is posting Solomon Buchi’s tweet on “you should ask a man what his intentions are and what he really wants if he’s talking with you everyday. There’s nothing wrong with it. BLA BLA BLA. I’m not understanding o.
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