I have this dangerous fantasy I can’t tell anyone. I feel very aroused when my man or any man scolds me, the thing I’m craving most is I want someone to hit me and then have sex with me and while at it you can be slapping and just mishandling me 😔. I don’t know where this thought came from, I have never been abused so it’s definitely not past trauma neither have i been in any abusive relationship 🥺. It’s just something i wanna do but how do i tell anyone