I was the one that left him and now I feel extremely sad as months/time runs bad I need him and I don’t, I’m stuck with my misery 😔. Yes, I still shamelessly see my ex, I don’t know how to move on when it feels like everything around me makes me more sad especially without him. Why I left, maybe my reason wouldn’t make any sense but I just wanted to breathe then, I felt suffocated, I felt mixed emotions and here I am now. Smh 🤦 (5years relationship and 8months apart feels wild). I’m just 23 I feel lost in my world 💔. All I feel is heartaches 💔💔