Last night I realize how lonely my life is, I have friends but can’t share secrets with them, I have family but can’t tell them anything about my life cause all they do is judge and I don’t have a boyfriend and even if I did have a boyfriend the fear of rejection won’t let me tell him anything. I’m tired, from January till now nothing to show and the fact that am still alive is a good thing all thanks to the almighty. The world is full of boys and girls who are sad and scared, boys of this days all they want is sex while girls all they want is money nobody wants to be committed. There are good people like me who desperately needs to love someone they can rely on but how will I know this person is who I can rely on when my trust is fucked up. How. I’m just so tired and exhausted everything is stressful. I just want to get high and lay down close to someone who won’t judge me so I can vent it all out for real, the weight is too much I can’t carry on like this. God please help me. I want to be loved, I want to know what it feels like to be loved and cared for or don’t I deserve it. I know there is somebody else out there who want same thing God please connect me to such person😭