I had a threesome last night and feel really guilty about it. I ran off to a hotel in the dead of the night and got fucked by a pornstar and his friend. I’ve never been the type to have groupies. It all started when I spent 3 years at University without achieving a degree. Years later, despite several achievements, returning to school and finally getting the stupid degree (made a 1st class), I’m struggling to break the pattern. Years of believing my self-worth hinged on a degree have left me damaged.