I’ve been finding it difficult to forgive my boyfriend for cheating on me. He once cheated in September and since I found out it kept causing issues in our relationship. He has begged me wholeheartedly, I knew he was sorry for real and all but I can’t seem to move on from the whole saga. One day we’re good then the next day I’m bringing it up again and getting angry. Sometimes I even want to text the girl and curse her for ruining my relationship. I’m tired for real