Sometimes the sex is good, sometimes it’s bad, most times it’s horrible. During the do this guy will just go soft at any gaddam time and get hard after 30mins of trying to switch his engine on and he will expect me to get ready when his good 😂. This happens too often, if not I would have been delulu “maybe he got turned off”. He has tried putting the blame on me like twice of recent, tell me about “you are making me anxious” me I don’t have time I clear him immediately. I used to believe him when he pushes the blame on me, sometimes ago I felt low self esteem because of the whole thing. I’m not desirable and all that shit, thank God for my bestie she put sense in me. I am a clean girl and there’s no funky smell down there and it’s always flooded when you know 😌 so for sure I know I’m not the problem. I don’t want to be rude to tell him he has a dysfunction, is there a reason a guy will be going soft like every time. He will initiate it and then go soft sometimes when I’m about to get the big O, it’s not just annoying. I’m not seeing him as a macho anymore, he’s like a babe to me now. We’ve been dating for years now and it has always been like this 😩.