I maybe think that my mom loves me but I don’t know if she is not intentionally doing this. Sometimes she would just tell me I am not even fine that I am ugly. Then her friends would tell her ahh this boy is fine now but my mom would say how is this one fine. Probably she thinks that it’s a normal thing but as a kid I have always had this trauma and I lost my self confidence. Today someone told me your mum is cute and why you are ugly. I couldn’t defend myself, then I got in and my mom asked me what happened. I told her someone told me shit and it pissed me off then when she asked what happened, I told her to leave me alone. How can I tell her what happened to me when she herself always says it to me, I will isolate myself fully from people