Sometimes I feel bad about not graduating university with good grades like most of my classmates. 2:2 as smart as I was, I even had an extra year. I feel like I failed myself, but I will always extend grace because it wasn’t easy, doing runs at night and staying awake during the day for lectures, study for tests, seminars and exams. Even worrying about home when they call for money. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I had someone who took care of my financial needs as a student, I would have come out with better grades. Other times I feel like I could’ve done better regardless