I think that I might have to break up with my girlfriend. I don’t know how it’s going to hurt but I will try to make her happy few weeks before the breakup. I am at the worst stage of my life now, battling financially and mentally. She actually is very understanding because she loves me but I feel really bad knowing that at this stage I can’t even really do anything for her. I think I need to travel somewhere so far and focus on my life till I am better. I hope that she find happiness too and if things always work out later I will still always wish to see her smile even if she is with someone else