It’s been two years and I was the one who called it off. Yes he fucked up, but we could have worked it out. No one loved me as much as that man. Now I’m scared no one ever will. You think I’m a strong woman, but I miss you Bode. I’ve been pondering over whether he was right asking if I was commitment shy back then. At the time, I didn’t think so. Now I don’t know if I’ve lost the best man