How do I explain that I love it when I have aggressive sex with my boyfriend, like reconciliation sex. The first day he did that, It was so quick and crazy because I never expected I would be angry and this boy just wanted to feast on me like I was staved that’s why I was misbehaving. While I would still be talking or crying, he would pull me over and put his dick in my mouth to just keep quiet😩. Then if I refuse to suck, he would just pull my waist and slip it in down there 😂😭. I most times want to initiate fights or be dramatic towards my boyfriend so he would pin me down and just stroke me with anger. Let me say, for example, whenever I miss him and I want to see him, I start up something that would lead to him getting very angry. To a point where he will say I am stressing him and he wants a breakup. Or maybe starts shouting either over the phone or if I am close he shouts to my face. I just pulled up and at some point, he would just bend me over and stroke me till my legs began to shake 😩. I love this boy with my brain.