How many bad relationships do you have to be in to finally accept that maybe God didn’t make this relationship thing for you. Omo, I didn’t want to accept it but at this rate, it’s quite telling. Not even one good relationship. The endings are always traumatic. My heart is tired of the pain. I think I’m going to concentrate on myself now. If I won’t have a man, let me have money to afford a care home in my old age.