I love my boyfriend but dating him is exhausting. I’m in my masculine energy 80% of the time. It’s not even about money cause he gives financial but he’s too emotional and not street smart. I can’t just sit back and relax in my feminine energy. I have to worry about everything cause chances are he won’t get it right. I’m used to my man making decisions and not running to me to decide everything. Knowing how to run mechanical stuff without me to instruct, budgeting and saving without me keeping tabs. I don’t even know how to explain this but it’s so exhausting.