Since my boyfriend broke up with me, I’ve just been whoring around and going back to my old self. I need someone to hold me down cause omo e no go easy o. The only good thing is I don’t be having sex with these people, I just make out and lead them on as if I like them when I really don’t. At the end of the day I end up feeling as though I’ve done bad or like I’m doing something I shouldn’t be doing. I just really miss my man and I wish he’d come back to me. I know he’s toxic and acts like a narcissist but he’s literally the only one who brings out the actual good girl in me and that’s what I need right now. All these ashawo things is not for me.