I don’t like my mom 😔💔. Yes, it’s so weird but sometimes I visit my friends house and I wish I had parents like them especially their mom. I ran back to God recently and I saw this video of a girl that doesn’t have a close relationship with mom saying it in a church. I felt relieved cause the evangelist told her she must love her mom because God saw it before her and she should kill the idea of hating her mom and accept God she’ll be ok. My mom never have my back, never stood by me, always comparing my friends doing good, always cursing me, never appreciates. I’m mentally unstable right now thinking about it and I don’t know what to do. I have this truth in me for long I only want to let out when I achieve it all openly so everyone can hear it, I never brought shame to my family and other ill manner but still she don’t like anything I do. I now know It’s not optional to love, it’s a command from God. I get it but it’s hard. God please😭