There’s this guy I was talking to online years back when I was into hookup. He’s into BDSM and he’s a submissive. We never did anything because I found it weird. Coincidentally, we served in the same state and he re-introduced himself. He has been telling me to use him as my slave, flog him and do unimaginable things to him, that’s the only way he gains pleasure. What’s more scary is that the thought of it really turns me on so much and it’s so wrong. Lord help me