Can’t believe I’m here again, thought I’d gotten it right this time. I’m not perfect but I’m not ugly, sex with me isn’t terrible, why then did he choose to ask another woman on a trip with him and when she couldn’t make it that’s when he told me to come. I feel used and stupid cause I felt he was different. Guess no man is actually different. I’m so hurt and shattered but I’d be alright. Would have just stuck with being a street girl, relationships ain’t for me.