I have been masturbating for a very long time and I have got addicted to it really bad but I always hate myself after doing it. Lately, I have been tying my best not to touch myself always and it’s been working fine, for close to like 4 months now I have not done it but the issue I have right now is that sometimes I wake up with sperm all over boxers ( wet dreams) if I’m not mistaken and I do pray about it. Wetin vex me right now, I just say make I watch small porn this evening, after having erection my dick has been hard for long and went soft again and hard like very strong. Na so sperm begin come out like I did not touch myself o, I nor con understand which kind type be this one. I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t had sex for a very long time, is that the reason it’s like this cause I’m really tired. I hate myself right now as I’m typing this, I swear to God and I’m the type that love sex so much but I don’t have a babe or anyone that can help me with that. I swear this thing is really frustrating