I went out with my friends and smoked Colorado for the first time, I can’t remember all what I did that night. I asked my friend and she said I was just shouting that’s all. It’s been a month now and I’m beginning to get snippets of me begging my friend’s boyfriend for sex and coming on to him. I don’t know how to ask my friend if it happened. She has been cool with me but I don’t know what to think. I swear, I don’t like the guy that way, I haven’t even thought about him that way.