It’s been 2 months plus since I left a nigga who hurt me so much that I started being all aggressive and violent. Mere thought of him makes my heart heavy, I get all angry and I remember all I ever went through. I can’t still be angry cause of a dude whose dad prolly still treats his mom like shit (And he chose to be like his dad) hurt me. I don’t wanna be this angry, hurt, emotionally drained, vengeful person. I miss my old undamaged, free, happy self. A human took that away. So help me God cause I promised to hurt you no matter how long it’ll take