I relocated to Russia while my boyfriend was left in Nigeria. We were having constant issues before I relocated like him not having my time, etc. I relocated and I was the one geering to keep in touch. I met a black new guy here who cherishes and values me, always calling etc. I fell out of love with my boyfriend and broke up only for him to start begging and told everyone I left him because I found someone else. Now he seems to have moved on but I still have this doubt in me and unanswered questions “what ifs”. What if I stayed and endured, would it have gotten better, what if his behavior got worse. I just regret leaving him sometimes.