Got to know this girl earlier this year and we clicked. She was just want I needed, kind, loving, supportive and beautiful. We’ve never met since we live in different states but I fell for her really hard and for a while she felt the same but whenever shes been distant with me. I understood and talked to her about it, talked about how we’re going to make things work out. It has happened severely but this last time I decided to stop talking, trying to be the on to fix it and to my surprise she stopped even checking up on me. I tried breaking things up with her last month because of this same issue but she begged me that we can work things out. Right now I feel drained, I can’t even work properly. I still do love her because in my history of dating shes the only one that has shown me care, also supports me in my dark days (mind you I’m also supporting and gifting her as I should so its not a one way thing). I don’t want to always be the one fighting for this ship, atleast let me get the reassurance that who I’m fighting for actually wants me too. I already feel that there’s another man in the picture.
in Confession