I feel like this world is never fair to good people and the wicked ones achieve more. I was lucky to find love once that I really wanted even though it wasn’t particularly giving me what I deserved, it lasted years but world people no gree make we progress. Now I’m conflicted on doing life alone or starting this love thing again but I’m still bitter and skeptical about love. It’s bad cause it’s affecting every other part of my life and I just need it to stop. I just want to be a happy soul again