Not happy/not hyped

Nysc camp starts on the 1st of November and I’m not happy or hyped about it. I’m scared ngl 😩😩. Lately I’ve been acting like I’m fine but deep down I’m not. Going to serve is equal to putting an end to my relationship with this special person who doesn’t want me anymore. He claims I’ll find love in camp lol. The fact that I just wan dey for camp, make nobody sabi me and vice Versa. Breeze in, breeze out shit. I just want to be happy, grow and be at peace. Maybe in the next one year or two years we will finally get things right ❤ & 💡

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