He said he loves me but he felt it would have been more than he loves me now, if I didn’t lie to him at the beginning of our relationship. Honestly, I didn’t even know he liked me that much cause I was just scared to love. It’s been more than a year and he said it still makes him very bitter and he hasn’t healed from it. I’ve tried in so many ways to build back his trust and he actually agreed that I now have his trust but he’s still bitter about the past.