Most times I always feel alone and sad because I have nobody that loves me. No boyfriend, the female friends I tend to have at the end of the day find me attractive and start acting possessive, then this boys just want to fuck. It hurts not being loved, it’s not like I’m a bad person. I’m always the good one in the relationship that they perceive as stupid. I just wish I could find someone who loves me. I never talk about this but it makes me cry at night. It is too lonely