Dating this boy since secondary school, all these years till now he still cheats on me. I find out and still forgives. The point that he will change, I know am a fool yeah. Right now, we at that stage that I beg to be taken out, I beg for communication, I beg for closure but with other girls he gives them with full chest even begging them for boyfriends vibes. I know he is just dating me because we have been together for long, there is no love in this relationship but countless times I try to break up he refuses and goes on lying he can’t separate from me. I’m pained typing this but right now I’m no longer pushing it, I’m just praying for him to initiate the break up by himself so there will be peace and I’m hoping to find someone better