I just found out I’m going to be having a spillover at the last minute, my heart is shattered. I’m thinking of ghosting my mum and family for the spillover year, they will be so disappointed. The only way I can pacify abit is if I get rich. The saga started when I had an abortion, it was so painful and I couldn’t read for exams well then I had alot of carryovers as a result. I just pray God help me I’m literally crying
in Confession
Connotare 
Hey friend. This brings back memories from 2019, when i should have graduated with my set mates. I had known I’d have extra year since 2018. What i didn’t know was that I’ll have 2 extra years. Now, I’m approaching the end of my NYSC and one thing I’m sure of is that no matter how overwhelming it looks to you now, it’s just a lie. An over exageration. I tried to handle it on my own but i couldn’t. It broke me. I lost my ambitiousness. I gained a new perspective on many things and one important factor that made things even bearable was that i told my family. They expressed their disappointment in various ways but they stood by me in various ways too. You’ll never know until you tell them but i suggest you should. Don’t do it alone and don’t believe the lies your mind might tell you. I’ll be praying for you. Know that YOU CAN do this.