Recently, I got a spa job for home service which I went for but I arrived late at the place due to traffic on the way and I was unable to go home that very day which has never happened before. After I completed the job the client asked for extra services which I declined and made him understand I could not do it, thou it was easy to do. He called me a baby and that I was stingy, I told him it’s my body and my choice to accept. While I was trying to sleep, he had his way with me twice after struggling and fighting I just let cause it’s not even the first time I have been in that kind of position. Can’t even count how many times I have been raped or molested, my parents don’t even know all I went through from childhood cause I can’t even tell them. One time I tried telling them and they did nothing about it so I did not bother. Thou I got my revenge on two incidence (my parents where angry I slept outside for the first time, my mom even refused to talk to me. I know later on, they would use the fact I slept out to remind me in future that I disgraced them cause it’s always the bad memories they constantly remind me of). While the guy was having his way with me I just blocked myself out physically and emotionally, I didn’t feel pains of whatever was going on since that’s my own shield I had built over time. When I asked for my payment so I could go home, he did not send the complete payment and he insisted I ride him first before he does. After pleading and begging, I gave up begging and just did it with the mindset that he had his way already what’s the point. Thou I still felt nothing while doing such cause that’s how I’m wired, now I feel weird. Me doing it does it make me cheap and does it add to my body count.
in Confession
Connotare 
Report it to the police please.
Things can’t continue like this.
you must be joking if you don’t report it to the police,please don’t make this a normal thing,it will surely destroy your feelings for your partner in the future..please i’m begging you report to the police and make sure you have a record of him confessing..play smooth even if you’ve to feel weird for playing along,i don’t know you neither do you know me but i won’t let stuff like this slide whenever anyone does this to the people close to me.
Felt so disappointed reading this, some men deserve everything bad! I hope he used condom tho
Baby girl you were raped and are in trauma it was not your fault, those men were animals, wolf in sheep’s clothing I really hope you seek therapy to get the help that you need and I really don’t want you to get into the mindset that you caused this because you did not you are a victim of your circumstance but you will not remain one I believe you can be a survivor of your circumstance and I pray God grants you the strength you need. I am so sorry for this experience
This is sad to read, you were raped and I promise you nemesis will catch up with that unfortunate guy. He will definitely get what he deserves. In hindsight, I believe being a masseuse has a very bad reputation in Nigeria, so I will advice you to stop doing this for the meantime until you’re able to set up your own practice where clients can come in. That way you will be able to control everything that happens. You might want to talk to a psychiatrist too if you can. Wishing you all the very best girl❤️