I have been dating my boyfriend for almost five years now, we have had our ups and downs but yet deep down I still love him and wouldn’t want any other other woman to have him. The problem is, he isn’t giving me the type of life I want, in the space of our 4years relationship I have been close to about three guys (never had anything to do with them sexually though) truth is they all offered me a better life. They spent on me and all but because of my fear of losing my boyfriend, I eventually have to cut all ties with them cause he is never really okay with me being friends with them. I don’t know what to do, this guy is still struggling to stand on his feet although he is trying his best but it’s not just up to the life I desire for myself. I have been hoping things will just get better. Then there’s this guy I met in Instagram about a month ago, he’s spoiling me with love, attention, money and all. He’s cute asf and ready for a serious relationship but here I am again, I don’t want to hurt my boyfriend. The life I want is really outside of this relationship, I would be clocking 25 soon, I think I already need a man who is ready for life