I’m tired of how I can’t ask people for things especially guys, I finally got a boyfriend after 2years and I can’t even ask him for anything. Anytime he asks me if I need anything I’ll tell him No😭. It’s been three months and I haven’t collected a dime from him, I have even been going to his place without ever asking for tfare or collecting from him. I’m always saying I have enough with me whereas shishi I no get😭😭, I don’t even understand myself I’m tired