I’m tired of being a people pleaser, friends, family, relationship, I don’t want to die but I’m tired of living, I’m scared of the self destructive and suicidal thoughts, I don’t want to go back there again. Also a lot of you are hypocrites, you ask people to reach out if they need someone to talk to but when they do you make them feel like they are overreacting. Lastly, for the love of God people are going through depression and mental issues, emotional trauma, low self esteem, spiritually not balanced and still look okay but they are tearing down inside, you people will say they are not because they are not not mopping around, looking sad. Be kind with your words.