I planned on cheating and couldn’t do it but my man found out and it hurt him. He’s willing to still try, I know he loves me and I love him too but I’m scared we’d never get back to what it was. He’s saying he’s just gonna be watching me to see if I’d be different and honestly I’m trying to be better. He’s gifting me more and being sweet like when we just met and that just scares me. I know he’s currently not talking to anyone cause I still have access to his phone but I’m really freaked out. I pray we can get through this cause I love this man and I won’t let him go.