My girl opened up our relationship when I cheated, then she slept with a bunch of guys including mutual friends. At first it felt painful but I felt like I deserved it, even though I never did anything with anybody else again till now. Now I just feel numb about it I don’t care anymore. Yesterday, she asked when are we going to get married and honestly I just bursted out laughing and told her I don’t see her as my future wife. Now she’s trying to win me back by playing wifey trying to “amend her mistakes”, I told her she made no mistakes and there’s nothing to amend for. I just don’t see her like that anymore.