I find it unfair that I’m labeled a certain way in my family. Even when it’s not me, their fingers are pointing to me before I now have to clear the air. When they try to correct me it sounds more like a condemnation than correction, saying lots of hurtful things that makes me want to kill myself. I’m not a bad person but I do some silly things which I believe does not warrant the level of disrespect. Also I know I can change in some aspects but I feel like it can’t be among them where I get judged. Outside I’m a whole different person and at home I just don’t have the energy to make corrections. They love me I know but their manner of corrections is more like a suicide call