I did it again. We never liked each other until one time he started texting me, didn’t take him seriously until he started spoiling me. I liked him but I ran, I thought I knew how it’d end. It’s been a year and I think I was actually in love with him. I cant text him though, I blew him off a million times already. Best sex of my life too. I hate myself 😭, he probably hates me now too. I miss him.