I hurt my baby, I broke his heart, I really shouldn’t have but I did with my eyes open. He saw a chat where I was talking about hooking up with a guy, I’m not a runs girl, I was just in a pickle and my options were limited. I chickened out and couldn’t even go, still my baby saw the text and it broke him. He doesn’t wanna be with me anymore, I disgust him, I really brought this on myself. I’m just praying he can forgive me cause I love this man, my whole life revolves around him. I’ve lost the man I love.