Recently, I’ve been kinda low, mentally, physically, psychologically but I won’t say spiritually. My relationship of 4 years recently ended, thanks to me💔. I feel so alone, I feel that no one understands me at all. I just feel that I’m a waste of people’s time and whenever anything goes wrong in my family or friend’s life, I always blame myself for it. There are times where I intentionally harm myself to avoid being in my head. I know I’ll be better but I can’t wait to love myself and make myself feel better😔