I’m a 25 year old girl I have been officially single since 2021 and have only had two relationships all my life, first guy really broke me so bad I was just his ATM and cumbag for more than two years. I stayed for a while before dating the next guy, he came to me with lies and made me think he was a made man only to get into the relationship and be the one fueling the car he’s driving, we dated for almost a year and the only thing I owe him was #5k. I’m a very hardworking lady, I work myself off just to survive, I’m a graduate now and I’ll say I’m really proud of what I have done for myself, it just makes me very sad because I have never had a man do anything for me. I made up my mind to stay single until I see a man that’s worth me , since 2021 till now I haven’t. I’m beautiful and hardworking, it’s making me very suicidal because I’m just thinking I’m cursed. I work so hard I have friends that don’t do anything and have their men give them the world. I’m also prayerful, I pray and cry almost everyday. I feel empty, I’m lonely and sad o really don’t know what to do