I am a Muslim and I’m 20 years old. My mum did something really traumatic to me years back, I posted it here before but people didn’t believe me but it’s my truth and I believed it was sexual abuse and still do. My mum was always playing with her nipples whenever I was around her, it’s as tho she wanted me to see. This went on for 6 years until I reported her to my dad she denied it but stopped after that day, she even cursed me that I won’t see any light in life, sad right. It’s been 3 years since she stopped and I am still filled with so much resentment, someone that is supposed to protect me exposed me to such at age 12. I am sooo disgusted by her, I can’t do anything but survive. At times I think of running away from home so I will never have to see her again and be reminded of that trauma but I don’t have any money to live on my own . I don’t think I have ever been relaxed in life, bad things always find me 🥺