I have a fake dating app profile that I use just to chat, have phone sex and get attention from other men since I am practically invisible to the man who swore to love me in sickness and in health. His attention is out there with other women. I don’t have the liver to go out there and physically cheat too but this makes me feel a lil better because I would be damned if i give someone 100% loyalty when it is not being reciprocated. Pathetic! Yes, I know. Marriage is complicated.