At this point I’m done, I finally accept that relationships are not for me. It is so painful though because I am still young but if relationships were meant to favour me, at least I’d have had one good one my whole life and in my whole history of dating. Now it has gotten to a point that I am being mocked, boys and girls alike for the kind of relationships I have had in the past and i can’t even be a bad girl either. Took a dip in and Jesus went crazy on me lol, I will be fine.