Maybe it’s a family curse I don’t know, I’m 23 and I’ve never been in a relationship. I’m either a side chick or friends with benefit, I’m sick and tired of it. I crave genuine love and I’m not sure I can ever get it and this makes me very sad, I soak my pillow with tears. All my friends are in stable relationships, some are married and there’s me. I’m tempted to ask my friends how they got their partners but I’m so shy and feel like they’ll laugh at me because they think my life is perfect